Tuesday, May 27, 2025

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พื้นที่นี้ได้จัดทำขึ้นมาเมื่อหลายปีก่อนเพื่อเล่าความเป็นไป แบ่งปันรูปภาพ อีกทั้งบันทึกเรื่องราวเพื่อตนเอง ครอบครัว และเพื่อนๆซึ่งอาศัยกระจัดหลากหลายแห่ง ต่อมาพื้นที่นี้ได้ถูกละเลยเนื่องจากมีวิธีสื่อสารอื่นที่ง่ายกว่า จนลืมไปกว่าสิบปี จนกระทั่งวันที่
23 กุมภาพันธ์ 2025 เมื่อชีวิตผู้บันทึกได้เปลี่ยนไปตลอดกาล เนื่องจากการสูญเสียปาง ลูกชายคนกลางอย่างกะทันหัน

หลังจากที่ลูกจากไป เลยตัดสินใจฟื้นฟูพื้นที่ขึ้นอีก

เมื่อวานคือ การหล่อหลอมให้ชีวิตวันนี้ดำเนินต่อเพื่อเผชิญสิ่งแน่นอนและไม่แน่นอนในวันพรุ่งนี้ สำหรับวันนี้ สิ่งที่พอหลงเหลืออยู่บ้างคือ ความทรงจำ

แต่ก็นั่นแหละ อีกไม่นาน ความทรงจำก็จะเลือนหายไปในที่สุดเช่นกัน . . .

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I originally created this blog years ago to bridge the distance when my family was scattered across the globe. For over a decade, it sat silent and forgotten—until February 23, 2025, when our world changed forever with the sudden loss of our middle son, Bang.

In the wake of his passing, I rediscovered this space. I’ve decided to revive it as a sanctuary for memories, shared with our family and dear friends. As our lives move forward, it is easy to become consumed by the present. This blog partially serves as a memorial to Bang—a soul too good to be true and too beautiful to last. This is how I navigate my grief: by revisiting our happiest moments and ensuring that a life lived so fully lives on.

Because---memories too, soon shall fade . . . 


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Friday, May 23, 2025

Bang in Thailand

 Bang had been in Thailand three times. The first time in 1988 when he was 6 years old with his brothers Bo, Bin, and mother. The first time, he met several relatives including his great-great-grandparents. The second time in 2006 with Bin and his mother few days before their great grandfather passed. In 2012 while doing a stint in Singapore, he went to Songkhla on his own to visit his grandmother over the weekend. Aunt Paew describes his visit here.



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From Care, His Cousin

 


Life has never been meant to be easy. Goodbye to my cousin, Jon Jonsson, or we call him Bang/ปาง in Thai. Although we didn’t see each other very often, the last meet with him in July 2024 was very impressive.

As we know, he was a model, winning the Manhunt: The Search for America's Most Gorgeous Male Model, an American reality television series in 2004. He was the most handsome guy in our family and had robust health. He used to surf in the Pacific Ocean, as Aunt Piu (his mom) told us. Unfortunately, we haven't had a chance to see him actually surf and we never will. . .

Recently, we met him during our visit to Aunt Piu in July 2024. We saw Bang and Uncle Helgi at the Monterey Bay Marina. The memory of meeting him is still vivid. Aunt Piu told us that Bang would go sailing with his dad (Uncle Helgi) every Wednesday. When Bang met Kin (my son), he got along with the kid very well. Their conversation was wonderful. Bang knew many soccer teams and the famous players that are Kin has been following. On the first day we met, Kin rode in Bang’s car back to Aunt Piu’s home. From that moment, I felt he would make a great father once he had his own child.

The day later we visited his new home and met his dog, Molly. I could say that my cousin was multitalented and had many interests that he was passionate about. He was a great dog trainer. He could play different types of instruments – Piano/Keyboards, Guitar, and Saxophone. He loved riding a motorcycle and enjoyed working out. He worked as a lawyer, and left modeling behind. He was well-informed about Thailand and some topics we didn’t even realize that he would be aware of.

Now, he is up in heaven. My son, Kin, asked me then who’s going to go sailing with Grandpa (Uncle Helgi)? His naive question made my heart sink. Well, life must go on. I guess. Bang will watch over his family and his loved ones up in heaven. His passing away was so sudden and shocking to us, I hope time will help us heal the pain. His legacy of how he lived full life, would be forever in our hearts. 

Rest in heavenly peace, Bang.


From your cousin Care and her son, Kin,
February 28, 2025










Sunday, May 11, 2025

From Aunt Paew

 


💧💧Rest in Peace 💧💧

ƸӜƷ There are no goodbyes.

Wherever you are,

You'll be in my heart forever. ƸӜƷ

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  Aunt Paew
February 24, 2025







Wednesday, May 7, 2025

From Kim, His Cousin

 


I am deeply saddened by the passing of Bang. He was born just 11 days after me—we were the same age. Even though we didn’t see each other often, our family bond has always remained strong. My memories of him are still vivid—Bang was warm, charming, and kind to everyone.

My family and I are heartbroken over the sudden loss of a beloved relative, a winner of the 2004 TV series Manhunt, a former model, and an accomplished lawyer. However, Bang hasn’t gone far—he has simply moved into the hearts of all of us, where he will always remain.

May he rest in peace.
Rest easy, Bang. You will always be missed.


Kim-Note-N'Kate